Rhythm was it ...
NOUN
- a strong, regular, repeated pattern of movement or sound:
I am not on time/beat.
The year of the monkey I promised myself that I would blog EVERY WEEK! I am trying to increase my level of trust/engagement in the I Ho Chuan program by faithfully blogging, Sifu Brinker says its the most important part of staying engaged and being successful. So far I have only missed two blogs which for me is record setting ... I have usually fallen off the blogging process by the end of April. But I have noticed that some of the blogs are not happening on Wednesday the designated blogging day, they are wandering in on Friday or even Sunday. So my consistency is wobbling, some of the blogs are dashed off in a hurry and not very well thought out or even relevant. So I am meeting the 'letter of' rather than the 'intent of' the blogging process. I have lost the rhythm of meeting my numbers ... some days doing almost nothing and then scrambling to catch up. Part of it I think is my personality, I don't even know what its like to be self disciplined and maintain a steady flow, step by step and win the game. To just go forward, rarely in a rush, focused, not stressed and getting an amazing amount of work accomplished would be a treat. My method is rush in with enthusiasm, over commit on too many fronts, get distracted by the urgent rather than the important, get stressed out and emotional, disappoint myself and fail. Do I know why I am like this .... nope! Its a constant battle to emulate/maintain the balanced Steady Eddie lifestyle. Changing habits / personality characteristics is hard. I want to be better, and yet committing to something as simple as eating breakfast and taking my supplements EVERY DAY without fail is not something I have achieved to date. I have to live to be at least a hundred and as I will need the time to make a lot of these improvements and changes.
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