one step forward & 2 back

I have had a very frustrating couple of weeks.  The horse whisk form has a whole different feel from the sword of last year. Transitioning to different stances, really big arm movements, multiple directions changes for feet and arms.  Well lets just say it is not smooth,  klunky might be a better description and I am always second guessing the sequence.  So of course my reaction to all of this is totally mature and I continue to work on it and not throw my hands up in the air and give up for five days (which is how long it took to get over myself and my bad attitude).  Sometimes its hard to believe I am 57.