I know this happens and I tried to prepare for it ... but no matter what I do I just can't control everything. Family issues have been eating up my time like crazy ... I have not done any spanish lessons, art projects, practice reps of tai chi, missed two weeks of blogs, no kick sequences. I am only just barely keeping up with the situps and pushups, fallen out of the habit of recording my acts of kindness ... I don't feel very kind ... just annoyed and tired of how I seem to be the only one who actually does anything for my mom (my side of the family).
I want to stand up and yell "hey what about me????" "I have important things to do you know!"
Would my brothers just leave my mom uncared for if I stopped dealing with all the issues, checking on her, making sure she is still alive? What kind of people am I related to?
:-(
ReplyDeleteKeep your chin up there Sifu!
I can totally relate about the "not feeling very kind" comments. I also hit this low. At that time, I was advised to focus on being kind to myself. It made me feel better... try it.