So as usual I am late with this posting, my diet posting is behind as well. Honestly I feel like a juggler on a high wire. I get steady and I am tossing situps, pushups, tai chi broadsword, the tei hua form, journalling, eating right, etc and they are just flowing nicely then, work gets busy (jiggles the wire) my mom gets sick, (jiggles the wire), or for example dragon/lion dancing practice gets added to the items to be juggled list ... oops! Dropped that one! I do not seem to have enough hands, time or skill to juggle all these things while balancing on a high wire.
So today I am very frustrated with myself and with all the commitments and responsibilties that I am dropping, and failing to accomplish/complete. I hate disappointing myself and other people.
Hey, you should read Sifu Brinker's last post. It might make you feel better. Brandi and I are constantly proud of all the things you are accomplishing.
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